I don’t know how to do introductions and I don’t know if this is a good idea, I’m going to be trying this thing out as an outlet for my bottled up thoughts and opinions for a while and we’ll see how it goes. I’m both scared by the prospect of people reading this and yet hopeful for exactly that. I am incredibly desperate for approval and validation after all, but remarkably thin skinned too.

I am, a shut in/ hikki/ loser/ etc. I do have a job right now so I’m not technically NEET but other than that I fit that archetype to a T. I don’t recommend you ever take my advice seriously, unless I decide to give good advice but I’ll let you know if that’s gonna happen. I’ll probably disgust you if you’re a neurotypical with my contrarianism, bitterness and casual racism. I change my opinion constantly and regularly contradict myself. I also go through really long periods of total lack of motivation and these manic episodes like right now consume a lot of energy and are very sporadic. If I’m particularly upset I’ll get them more than usual, maybe some kind of coping mechanism idk, but other than that it can be months where I’ll not want to do anything. So even if I do stick with this and develop a small audience (which would be nice) I might still just drop off out of nowhere.

I’m not sure what I’ll write about, I think I have something to say. In fact I know I have something to say because I can rant into an empty room for hours, but I don’t know if it’ll be of value to anyone else yet. Also, my actual writing ability is completely unrefined because I’ve been self trained to format my thought into short 4chan posts that also need to provoke a response and I’m completely out of practise when it comes to any other style of doing things.

I suppose this will function as a diary or journal, because let’s be honest anyone who has one secretly wants people to read it and this way I can do that but remain anonymous so it’s the best of both worlds. Please god read what I have to say I’m so fucking lonely holy shit..

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